kelvinween:

It’s sad how I’m actually scared to be happy, because I know something’s going to come along and fuck up my happiness. And if I am happy, I’m always waiting for something to come along and fuck it up. So I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to be happy, I just want to be content. I won’t be sad, but I won’t be happy either. That way, I won’t have to worry about having it get fucked up.

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